Wednesday, 15 October 2014

An unspeakable loss

"In life we all have an unspeakable secret, and irreversible regret, an unreachable dream, and an unforgettable love.”

― Diego Marchi

This quote sums up perfectly how I feel at the moment.

Something I thought, believed in my bones, would happen, is simply not going to. 

And I'm feeling this loss even more than I thought I would.

I feel dissapointed. Grief. I feel ripped off ! I feel sad. Angry. 

Feeling all of the feelings. 

It has layers this feeling of grief. It's like the beautiful rose above. 

It started small and has grown into something so large and red and vibrant that I struggle to hide it. 

And then, as surely as the rose, it will wilt. Lose it's petals and it's it's vibrancy and it's power. 

Then comes the possability of new growth. Of hope. 

I'm not feeling the hope yet. Just this sadness and loss. 

To my dear friends reading this, I may be blogging this, but I am not ready to talk. It is unspeakable and please let it remain so. 

Wednesday, 8 October 2014


“Sometimes,' said Pooh, 'the smallest things take up the most room in your heart.”

A.A. Milne 

Monday Maunderings

Well hello there. 

It is pouring outside. I love the sound of rain at night when I am tucked up inside. 

Anyway, I digress..... Monday Maunderings #4. And once, again, just. 

A big week. By my standards quite a bit of work. Satisfying but exhausting. 

In between the working, I have finally completed the great craft clean up ! My brain feels so much better now that there is order in this room. I feel like I can make. Make craft. Make plans. 

It feels good. And tidy. 

#monthofmadenthornbury - I didn't miss a single day. Along the way custom ordered this amazing vintage map necklace. 

Saw Once the Musical, thanks to Nuffnang. Wow ! G and I both loved it. 
Such a beautiful story told so well. The cast is so talented. All of whom act, dance, sing and play the instruments. There were tears, laughs and goosebumps. It also deserves it's own blog post.....which is coming. 

Definitely market weekend ! Totally Thomastown Twilight Market on the Friday. 
I really admire the work that Thomastown NH is doing creating community events to engage everyone I the local area. All good stuff. 

Post market beer at Northern Regards is one of the best tasting beers there is. 

Sunday, I'll admit I didn't notice the time difference in the morning (We've changed to daylight saving) but I most certainly did at dinner time ! Candlelight dinners. Long dinners and bbqs and gathering round the table over good and wine. The warmer months are coming. 

This makes me very happy. 

Tuesday, 30 September 2014

Monday Maunderings #3

Oh hello there....

Just, and only just, sneaking this Monday Maunderings in while it is still Monday. 

A bit of an odd week......... last week I instagrammed my favourite word, DISCOMBOBULATED. 
Such a great word. However, I think I may have jinxed myself as I definitely feeling a bit out of sorts. I think there are changes coming......

Maybe it's the new season. Which is doing that great Melbourne trick of being beautiful and sunny and then cold and wet. We wouldn't have it any other way.

Sunshine on the back deck. 
This photo reminds me that summer and dinner outdoors is not far away.

Flowers in the house just make good sense.
They make me happy and make the house look infinitely more homely.

I've got a few projects on the go at the moment.
Which I love, but I think that's adding to my befuddled state.
I love working from home, 
but sometinmes you have to admit it's not working and find a cafe. 
It's amazing what a change of scene and some people watching can achieve.

#monthofmadenthornbury has been fun ! 

I don't think I missed a day, and still have a few items left.....

I'm thinking of the next challenge/project now. 
Something to do with Christmas I think......

I was never a big fan of the Saturday night going out malarky. 
I dreaded the weekly conversations (interrogations) over lunch at high school....
the "what are we doing, where are we going, will we get invited" angst. 

I'm much happier now as an adult perfectly content with my love, sofa and a good bottle of red. 

Morning light on tulips just makes me happy. 

I love my new map necklace.
And windy Melbourne weather. 
And dog walks that end in beer gardens. 

Thanks for stopping by, 


Monday, 22 September 2014

Monday Maunderings #2

Well good Monday morning.
Welcome to week 2 of Monday Maunderings.....

I started a new job which required much coffee ! 

I got through the week, but oh so tired ! 
Bed at 9.30pm. I was happily tucked up in bed before midnight every night last week.
This is completely unheard of. 

Look, I like to help people out. 
And if that means taking you by the hand and helping you spend money at Ikea.
Then I'll be there for you. 

It goes against my handmade passion, but I do LOVE Ikea. 
Of course our house, 
now filled with thrifted, antique, old and handmade pieces doesn't really suit Ikea.
However, my young, inner city living friend above - PERFECT for Ikea. 

Also, when hanging out with the best pink haired 'do' since Frenchie in Grease.
AND the world's cutest sausage dog......
a yellow floral headband is the essential #monthofmadenthornbury accessory. 

Spring has most definitely, this time absolutely, with no going back*
The blossoms on our street are making an appearance,
as is the sunshine.

Spring also lends itself beautifully to indulging in delicious fruity, Melbourne-made
craft beers. Like this one from La Sirene.

Look ! Bare shoulders ! 
Arguably, not quite warm enough.....but we're embracing Spring
and spending as much time in the sun as we can. 

Thanks {tinniegirl} for this shot of my love and I. 

I hope it's sunny where you are.


*Am fully aware that is Melbourne. We can never say that a season has DEFINITELY arrived and is staying......wait five minutes and it could, and indeed, will change. But for now.........sunshine ! 

Tuesday, 16 September 2014

A month and handmade.....and awkward selfies !

Two weeks in and a month of made 'n thornbury is happening !

So far, everyday I have worn or used an item from Made 'n Thornbury and posted a pic.

Sometimes an awkward selfie, occassionally a product only shot or my lovely photographer is on had to take the pic.

I'm loving re-discovering some items I've had for a few years.

I'm also loving the local talent that I am lucky to wear, own and decorate my home with.

It won't surprise anyone that knows me well that I love to wear a handmade brooch.....thankfuly many of those in my collection are from Made 'n Thornbury.

For links to which clever maker I am wearing, 
head to my facebook or Instagram posts. 

Of course, if you'd like your own piece of local handmade,
you can come along to market on October 10th ! 

Monday, 15 September 2014

Monday Maunderings

So, I'm ALWAYS a day late (at least) with Sunday Snippets, so today I bring you....

Monday Maunderings.

To maunder, is to "talk in a rambling, foolish or meaningless way". Which is how most of my family would describe my blogging.
And it fits with Monday.

So here we are.

Still battling the nasty fever/cold/situation last week, so a bumpy week.

Working on the blog, markets, and a new venture. 
Motivated by this fantastic course and the inspiring Jess.

Regretfully waved goodby to this lil munchkin and her Mama.
Not before we mastered the matching selfie and said lots of 
'love you' and 'see soon' !

Melbourne had a temper tantrum of a storm. 
Thunder, lightening and more and hour later....sunshine ! 

It is very important to match your drink, with your brooch and restaurant wall colour ! 

Saturday I met online friends and finally put faces to names and instagram handles. 
A lovely blog with Pip reunion and then a whole afternoon of sipping champagne,
chatting, swapping stories and meeting new bloggy types. 

As our brilliant organiser, Nicole, said, the blogger community is the CWA of a new generation.
So we gathered to chat and meet  from behind our computers. 

Sunny Sunday ! 
What a beautiful day it was. 
A walk along the Yarra and beers in Richmond was the perfect slow Sunday activity. 

Here's to a much healthier and hopefully productive week. 

Dee x

Wednesday, 10 September 2014

That one time a fish wanted to become a human....and a giveaway !

I love a good movie. I'm a feminist. I love a festival. And I love Northcote.

So when the talented folks at the upcoming GirlsOnFilmFestival asked if I was keen to do a giveway on the ole blog......I jumped at the chance.

The festival, running from 12-14 September, at Northcote Town Hall, "is a live mixtape of feminism, film, music an talk."  The program includes something for everyone.....I'm excited to see Heavenly Creatures. A movie that shocked, thrilled and fascinated a 17 year old me.

The program also has younger viewers well taken care of. Having just had a visit from our favourite two year old, I for one,  feel that I need to see some animation that does not invlove Pigs....of any description !

Which is why I'm excited to see Ponyo !

"When it comes to animation intended for young viewers the local cineplex has surprisingly few choices on offer. But outside the Disney/Pixar/Dreamworks machines, Studio Ghibli has consistently created exciting adventures with great gender politics and multilayered characters who are often girls and young women. 

Staying fairly faithful to Hans Christian Andersen’s well-known fairy tale, Miyazaki brings a cast of cheeky characters to life through gorgeous Ghibli animation. Ponyo is a young female fish that wants to become a human – not for romantic love, but for the love of true friendship. Drawn like children, to entertain children and without enforcing the idea that all females should have sexy or sexualised bodies, Ponyo is a fun and lively story with humour and heart to spare.

Ponyo will be introduced by our Festival Curator Tara Judah. Bringing her passion for Miyazaki and positive female characters in children’s films to the mic, Tara can’t wait to tell you more about Ponyo’s journey from schedule to screen.
Ponyo will screen in the English language dubbed version with open captions, featuring the voice talents of Cate Blanchett, Matt Damon, Tina Fey, Cloris Leachman, Liam Neeson, Lily Tomlin, Betty White and many more!"
How awesome is that ?? And Lily Tomlin !! One of my personal heroes. 
Ponyo will screen at Northcote Town Hall on Saturday 13th September at 11am. Tickets are $15.00 each are can be booked via the GOFF website.

Lucky for you though, I have TWO tickets to give away to this special screening.  I know - cool huh ??
To be in the running, please comment below telling me your favourite strong female character on film. I"ll draw the lucky winner at 12pm on Thursday (tomorrow!), so quick, get to it !

Sunday, 7 September 2014

Sunday Snippets...... Dear Ruby and turning a year older.

Well hello there Spring !
And hello SUNSHINE ! Come on in and make yourself very comfortable.

So far, you've been beautiful with all your fresh breezes, sunshine, vegetable growing rains and blossoms on the trees. Keep up the good work. We like you a lot around here.

So, Sunday Snippets again. This week, not much healthier, much, much happier and a little less sober than last week......birthdays are excellent excuses for indulging.

Firstly, all was righted in my world with the return of Ms G. I know I wax lyrical about loving some  'secret single behaviour' but really, home just isn't home when she's not here. 

Ruby ROOSTER and her Mama arrived ! With all their enthusiasm, kisses, fun, sparkly shoes (both) and mischief (also both) ! 

Birthday coffee tastes more delicious than regular Tuesday coffee don't do you think ??
I think it might be because you are wearing a crown and have a 'blid-a-ling' magic wand. 

please note this tradition has nothing to do with Ruby's presence but everything to do with a birthday 12 years ago in Canada ! 

When you have the choice of going ANYWHERE you want can be quite difficult to decide ! 
Given that I am still in grief from Offspring finishing, I took a leaf out of Lawrence and Billie's book
and the ladies and I dined on Moor Street. Grub Food Van in Fitzroy was everything I wanted my birthday lunch to be.
Prosecco and a generous Ploughman's with a dollop of  vintage/upcycled/ and Melbourne sunshine.

There's a definite theme here ! 
Birthday dinner was a most decadent and delicious cheese platter. With wine. And then dessert. 

I don't even have the vocabulary to describe just how delicious these Burch and Purchese desserts were. Consumed slowly and luxuriously in the comfort on my living room.
It's a textural delicacy. With flavours and candy that pop. 
And that salted caramel and chocolate tart dusted with gold ?? Speechless. 

Birthdays should be spent giggling with cute little people. Always.

Also, if possible, have a cheeky Emma Wiggle look-a-like collect any birthday mail ! Makes every parcel, and even bills, happy moments. Check out that GRIN ! 

Saturday was a stunning Melbourne day. A perfect day for beer and handmade, which was well timed as it was   Northern Regards Artisan Market  day. 
Unfortunately my voice had been replaced with a high fever, so I was banished from doing what I love most. You know, chatting, to stallholders, random drinkers at the pub and happy shoppers. 
Oh well. Thanks to those who were there (especially you Miss Kate) and I promise to be back next month. 

While the heathy ladies helped out at the market, Ruby Rooster and I both took long naps. And then snuggled on the sofa and took "cheesy" selfies ! She selected the best one to post! 

I was completely spoilt this week with presents, love and dinner out. Two by Two Northcote, is now my favourite restaurant. By far. 

And..... #monthofmadenthornbury is in full swing ! I haven't missed a day yet and have no sign of running out of lovely handmade goodies to wear and share ! 

Thanks for a lovely birthday lover. You thought of everything and then more.
I love you.

Monday, 1 September 2014

Sunday Snippets.....The 'only good things happen on the internet' version.

In the interests of only showing the good stuff on the internet.....
here's a Sunday Snippets fill of the great things that happened this week.

Zero mention of the pain flare up, being housebound for a few days, 
strong painkillers and lots of sleep. 

Nope, no mention of those. 


A great session of Make Craft Your Business with local creative ladies.

A day of sofa sitting, popcorn eating, crocheting and Emmy watching. 

Packing up 'Happy New Home' gifts for a sweet friend.

Look who's here !!! Kissess from Ruby make everything better !

Friends that arrive with delicious cheese, wine and bread
 and wine and conversation are very good friends indeed ! 
Thanks {tinniegirl}

An invite from NuffangAU to play creatives with  DoReMe Creative 
as part of SO:ME Space at South Melbourne Market. 
We painted, glued and created. 
Such a great way to spend a few hours. 

How glorious was the last day of winter ??? 

A sunny Sunday was the perfect day to have brunch outside with three of my favourites.

And, it's going to be a GREAT week.

It is. A great week.

Dee x